today

ok so here i am, back with another blog, whoo......... yeah that was not an excited whoo.  i have been down of late, why? you may ask.....

it's none of your buisness, lol, sorry


so i will tell you one thing that is making me a little happier about life in general, this friday i am going to watch your highness, i can not wait!!!! james franco, danny mcbride, and oh yea natalie portman (whatever) lol, again, i can not wait!!!! 

i am looking forward to this, it is, besides one other thing, my driving force getting me thru the week, last week was a downer, but you couldn't tell from my shiny happy face.  again this week the shiny happy face.  but not a shiny happy soul, well that's the way it goes i guess.

i need out of this mood,
i need out of this feeling that i can't shake,
no matter what i tell myself,
it won't go away

i'm back

after a long long long time away, i am back, whether or not you wanted it, lol.  well i have been through alot lately, and am just now getting my bearings, and thank goodness i have.  i will be back up to informing a little bit of no one on my day to day thoughts and musings.  i have lately been having poems running thru my mind and i hope to post them here, but as some of you may know when i reread over my own writing i hate it and delete it, so you may or may not be able to catch them, i will try my best to write them and leave them alone.  right now i am watching ncis season 6 since i like to watch things in order, and i have not been able to watch them before now.  i just finished up supernatural season one, and man oh man do i love that show.  i can't wait to watch season 2.  and may i say jensen ackles, oh goodness, super easy on the eyes. :P  this episode of ncis is about a fight club, i am loving the refrences to fight club lol  ok well i may be back later with more nonsensical writing.  :)